This is my LastTWEET.My Dream's now Clear.I fly 2joinU inGod’sKingdom of Light&Joy.Only ourBodies remain Wrapped in each 'til JudgementDay
M_Heloise
2night Ucame to me in a dream.Uwere not Cold inDeath but warm&our bodies merged inJoyous &Pleasureful Union. I remember too well Our Love
M_Heloise
I don't know what 2say or think.I'm Alone, yourOne, ONEly Love.Uwoke me, breathed life into myFlesh, Ure my author,my Maker,my Master.HelpMe
M_Heloise
So God PossessesU &will do withU as He wills.I've been left the empty shell which once received the warmth of my kisses on its every atom
M_Heloise
2day I text2the emptiness as I did4years until Ureturned 2me.Ureturned but briefly&now I learn Uhave Left Me Again, this time 2return 2God
M_Heloise
The Truth is Abelard I may have found wisdom but have not left behind the joy in YOU which fills my every waking&sleeping hour
P_Abelard
I see Ure now strong inWisdom&have left behind theFoolish whims& transient pleasures of theFlesh.I feel greatJoy atURnew found understanding
M_Heloise
If I lose U what purpose will I have 2continue life’s path beset with so many perils. My purpose must be 2offer prayers for urLife in Heaven
P_Abelard
Héloise Ucan’t lose what belongs 2God.We are all servants of our Master & it is God we must obey in all things.Be Counselled & Be Joyous
M_Heloise
O Abelard, 4years I prayed for a word fromU thinking it would bring meJoy.Now my tears flow as I sense I will lose, a Lord&Husband. Yours H
P_Abelard
Do also request prayers 4my Soul much in need of healing balm.URSisters inGod would do well to set my soul on its way 2 the Heavenly Kingdom
M_Heloise
OAbelard, husband, master, do not set my heart in fear of losingU,only just found.But if that's URwish,then it will BEdone.Urs inObedience,
P_Abelard
If I should die couldUplease fulfil my ONErequest in Death -that myBody, the temporal Host of mySoul, may rest in theConvent of theParaclete
M_Heloise
2day I'll request the sisters 2pray4U.Our Guardian&Protector,the Holy Spirit will keepUsafe under hisWing asTreachery flies around the world
P_Abelard
I'm sorely afflicted in my life &my enemies continue 2pursue me in every quarter.Please pray 2the Lord against the dangers which threaten me
M_Heloise
Abelard, if Uthought your silence was not neglect but helpful to me, then I forgive and offer thanks to the God who has restored you to me
P_Abelard
Since we parted I've had much news of U & how Unow hold office sans pareil as Abbess of the Paraclete. I felt you did not need my teaching.
M_Heloise
O Abelard,URwords although they bring pain cause they show UKnow me not, delight me OJoy, thanks 2my God 4this Day when my Love speaks 2me
P_Abelard
O Héloise, my sister inChrist, my dearly beloved,if I have not written since we took religious vows, it was not neglect but URgood I hoped4
M_Heloise
So now Iwill end this trail of texts, linked by LoveEternal of Your Wife.I begU answer my pleas.Respond, Responde.Farewell to My Love ONEly.
M_Heloise
For yes Utaught me Logic.Consider this: I have denied myself all pleasure because Ubade me.& Uhave never sent me even a word of Consolation
M_Heloise
So when ‘Sinful Pleasures’ called, you could send me honeyed words…but not now. Not one word to her who thirsts for your HONEY
M_Heloise
So if we thought myLov4U was just promptings of the Flesh, mere Lust, basest of all desires, know now that it's I who Love without complaint
M_Heloise
Uknow now if Ueven give time 2read my paltry words how much I love you &how BOUND I still feel to you in Holy Matrimony.Please speak to me
M_Heloise
Here in the Paraclete Ufounded a house of prayer dedicated2the Holy Spirit. Uhave dedicated yourself 2others.Astralabe&I have Greater Need
M_Heloise
I'm desolate2read URdesolation.URfriend can't be consoled for his life if he lovesU aught. I loveU.All the sisters pray night & day for U..
M_Heloise
I'm more calm Abelard tho Udon't respond2my cries of pain.I'm worn2despair byURlife of despair.Where once I feared Udead now I fearURdeath
M_Heloise
Dearest Abelard, my master,father of my thought,husband,brother inGod.I'm URhandmaid, URdaughter inGod, URwife, URsister inFAITH,URHeloise
M_Heloise
O ABELARD, LISTEN TO ME. I AM ANGRY TO READ YOUR WORDS TO ANOTHER. But Know This: I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU EVER
M_Heloise
So Ubelieve ur students grieved at the chaos in ur mind &I who was the Chosen of all your Students how much more should I grieve beingALONE
M_Heloise
U Tell HIM-who is HE?That passion absorbed U wholly &U regret the neglect of intellectual pursuits.Well Tell HIM I suffer TOO in BODY&Soul!
M_Heloise
Do Uremember me?YES of course Udo.I'm SHE who inspired the passion wherein Love’sProgress tried every new experience.Of ME Uwrite2 aStranger
M_Heloise
So Uare ALIVE&write 2friends of ur difficulties.U tell ur friend of our ardour unquenchable.Tell him now U don't even respond when I thirst
M_Heloise
Today a strange letter reached me.A letter from U 2 a ‘friend’ detailing ALL YOUR SUFFERING & PAIN.No mention of MYsuffering!Ur WIFE HÉLOISE
M_Heloise
Passions Uroused in me will not be quieted.I wake in the dead hours of night 2imagine Uin Me &I swoon in wet delight.I don't want 2 be a NUN
M_Heloise
When the sisters speak of sin as of a blackening of the soul, I think of MY SIN and my soul blushes red in Pleasure to remember
M_Heloise
All I ask is a word of kindness. Can U who swore before God to love me for ever in eternity not spare me even a word?Your Once Love Héloise.
M_Heloise
With each succeeding year the pain grows more fierce&where once ur LOVEsword pierceth me now the steel of UR disdain cuts through my soul
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